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The Uncool

While in Europe and during this couch-ridden wisdom teeth removal recovery, I've had some time to blog surf (and name all my future children and plan my dorm and ya okay half of my wedding-which won't be for at least 4 years) But anyway, I came across some super cool ones and a few of them did this post. The Uncool post. Because so many of us are tricked into thinking that someone's life is the one they see on Social Media. That the snapshots they choose to share are the only ones in this perfect person's perfect life. Not that I think anyone thinks my life is perfect, but, I just thought I'd add my own Uncool list. Mostly because, frankly, it's funny and there's so much available content.
The Not So "Cool"
1) I almost threw up on a Subway in New York last week
Can you even imagine? Picture it, all these black people on the subway car and the ONLY white girl, throwing up everywhere as the car zooms underneath Central Park. Luckily, I ran out and found a bathroom in the station. A very disgusting bathroom I might add. Ya, definitely not glamorous
2) I

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