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"We don't need to be more of anything to start to become the person God intended us to become." -Dieter F. Uchtodorf

Sometimes I have the absurd fear that I will be judged if I am too nice. I am afraid that if I change and say something kind or act especially nice that people will see me as fake or hypocritical. When that thought flashes through my head, I quickly determine not to let it dictate my actions. It's so silly! I don't know if anyone else ever thinks this, but it is not true. Even if someone does judge, it's not your fault or business. No one is perfect and you can't make assumptions on someone's efforts.
It is so ironic that sometimes I fear people will judge me for doing something right. I am in no way perfect and kindness doesn't mean I think I am.

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