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In The End

When I was encountered by an incredulous, almost angry questioning of some of my life decisions the other day, it really made me think...
In the end, what is most important? After some thought, I then asked...
If in the end, something is important, it better be pretty darn important right NOW too!
The gospel, my family, what I have cultivated, what I have given time to, what I have appreciated, what I have created, who I helped out, what I learned.
^^^^^
THAT IS WHAT REALLY MATTERS
I love finishing a perfect pirouette, or getting an A on an essay, or cooking something really good, but you know what I really love?  I love getting a text at 11 pm from my little sister who is asking for advice. Seeing the mountains on my way to school every day. Writing in my journal at night in my little dorm with the twinkle lights on.
And I truly adore finding answers in the scriptures. Praying to an all-powerful Being who I know is there. Going to the temple where I feel close to heaven. Noticing God's hand in my life, which is somehow always present.
These are things that change and feed my soul. Things that make me whole, things that bring true joy.
My life is happy, vibrant, colorful, exciting, fulfilling, hard, constantly changing, sometimes confusing, peaceful, and challenging. I would not have it any other way.
Hard work and trials are the perfect juxtaposition to my good days and great blessings. They work together to make my life vibrant and full and rich. Plus, I get to learn stuff along the way.
Heavenly Father's hand is present in our every day lives. Hope is always available and Christ's grace is sufficient. Through the Atonement of Jesus Christ, change is real and peace is perfect. Our lives can be made into masterpieces by the hand of the Master.
Remember what is important in the end, because it is important right now.

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